I too want to see the brighter things to life and believe that everything is done for a reason. That this chaotic world was costumed designed to see me succeed as long as I believe in good thoughts. I can’t ignore, though, the feelings in my gut when I know that certain things are bullshit. I should acknowledge them when I feel the world is trying my patience. I can’t fully be happy if I simply dawn a smile and give my worries well wishes. I well up with pride when I take action and face the problem head on. No I don’t always come out on top, but I sure as shit don’t want to “see no evil” my way out of it. The way I like to function, is to note what I’m about to face then deal. If I have to get mad, let me get mad. If it hurts then let me cry it out (Yes men should learn to be okay w dropping a tear or two). Let me get through what I need to do to get over shit. ‘Cause I know the moment I do. I get to return to my fun loving self.
Its healthy and its natural